it's past my bedtime, make a choice

Smile BIG!

I don't know why I'm up. I think cheech woke me since he was sitting there staring at me.

I didn't mean for my last post to be so depressing. It was fun thinking of the scenes to choose after I wrote the paragraph. Filbert was thrown in for the comic relief of it.

Good old Filbert.

Today has to be a good day. But later, when I get up for real.

twitter.com/highwaycatcher

I don't LJ much anymore.

All night long
I thought to myself
Why would I stay with you
Realized that you were the one who had issues
So why would I miss you


All I have to say is that if I give you a boner don't for a fucking second think that I'm going to do something about it. Its your responsibility, not mine, I wasn't born with a dick. Its your own problem. Kthxbye

On another note, everday that has passes makes me happier and happier.

My birthday is on monday! <3

I just watched some dude go into a liquor store leaving a 1 or 2 year old in a shopping cart OUTSIDE the store door of a shopping plaza, while he went in to buy 3 pints of whiskey.

The busch administration has ended.

We have a NEW PRESIDENT!!!!!

:):):):):):):):):)

A light at the end of my tunnel
Like a puzzle
The pieces fit together now
There's no more stormy weather now
Clear is my sky as my eyes are dry
You're mind's cloudy
I'm outtie.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

Spit To spit in your dream, signifies an aspect of yourself that you need to get rid of. Alternatively, spitting may represent anger and contempt.

I have and always will, believe in dreams.

Whatever the fuck this situation I'm in right now is, I need to get out of quick. Something needs to change or I'm going to go beserk.

highwaycatcher
aka michelle mayhem
aka slide bitch

Needs a vacation
Needs something real
Needs a little bit of extra dough
Needs to put her name on something creative

Wants an ipod
Wants to put a real smile on her face tomorrow
Wants a larger home
Wants a new wardrobe

Hates that she could make this heading last forever
Hates her hair color, again.
Hates the holidays and family visiting.
Hates an empty bowl.

Loves the fact that she could make the last heading last forever.
Loves... That's about it.

Listen, (What's up),
This ain't the way I wanted it to end
But I got to go
Gotta get missing
You ain't gotta kick me out
I'll get out my own house
But you still need to get your shit together girl

What do I do, What do I say
Gotta get us back to the way that we used to be back in the day
Who do I call to talk to
Shawty, you ain't gotta be scared of me
All we need is therapy

Like 1, 2, 3, 4
Get the hell up out my door
5, 6, 7, 8
I don't need your sex, I'll masturbate
9, 10, 11, 12
You can go to hell all I care, yeah

Can't do it shawty, can't deal with you babe
Can't handle the pressure of you (Yeah Yeah)
Can't do it shawty, can't deal with you babe
Can't handle the pressure of you (Yeah Yeah)

Listen, (What's up),
I know you ain't used to us being friends
But I got to go
No more kissing
You ain't gotta go away
But I know I cannot stay
Cause you still gonna get your shit together girl

What do I do, What do I say
Gotta get us back to the way that we used to be back in the day
Who do I call to talk to
Shawty, you ain't gotta be scared of me
All we need is therapy

Like 1, 2, 3, 4
Get the hell up out my door
5, 6, 7, 8
I don't need your sex, I'll masturbate
9, 10, 11, 12
You can go to hell all I care, yeah

Can't do it shawty, can't deal with you babe
Can't handle the pressure of you (Yeah Yeah)
Can't do it shawty, can't deal with you babe
Can't handle the pressure of you (Yeah Yeah)

Ooh Ooh
Ooh you too much pressure doll
You gonna raise my cholesterol
I gotta lower the phone decibels
Just to talk, just a thought
I'm a get a girl with a ass just as soft
You swear man dolls like reservoir
And I was Mr. Pink
Remember those nights on the kitchen sink
I was choking you in a good way, good way
Now we in the streets and I'm choking you in a hood way
When the cops come what I could say
You know how all that gossip is
Next morning Basta Perez
Any girl I take out media take her
I need a break now
Before I break now
(Ah, Ah, Ah, Ah, Ah)
Show me your Janet Jackson's if you nasty
You said you want to cut my nuts off like Jesse Jackson, classy
Ooh, why she say that, OUCH
Bitch, give me back my couch
And that same couch cashed in
Now listen to T-Pain ass sing

(Oh Like One)
1, 2, 3, 4
You can get the hell up out my door
5, 6, 7, 8
I don't need your sex, I'll masturbate
9, 10, 11, 12
You can go to hell all I care, yeah

I can't do it shawty, can't deal with you babe
Can't handle the pressure of you (Yeahhh...)
Can't do it shawty, can't deal with you babe
Can't handle the pressure of you...

Let's face it, my parents both grew up during the 70s and 80s and I caught boogie fever.my legs are sore.

In others news brandys little sister is sweet, I hung out with her tonight.

Bye guys, I've been sitting in this boat deciding whether or not I should come or go. I am going to paddle away now.

Love
Live life
Proceed
Progress

Just me myself and I.

I was here.
If there's a weezy bandwagon I'm the queen and I'm charging taxes bitches. http://untilyoumean-it.livejournal.com/379314.html

I don't want to be high anymore but I don't want to be sober either.

I thought this was supposed to get easier?

I don't know how much longer I can live with my heart hurting so much.

"This wind you speak of BLOWS us from ourselves..."

I postéd that last night to prove a point. My point has been proven. I'm still not voting.

We need a President with the courage and integrity to change Washington. Some people don't believe that's possible, but I believe it is.

It's why I support Barack Obama for President. His commitment to change means he won't take money from PACs or lobbyists, so this campaign is in the hands of ordinary Americans like you and me. Will you help?

Join me in supporting Barack by making a donation to my personal fundraising page:

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We have a choice in this election.

John McCain talks about his independence, but he wants to continue George Bush's disastrous policies: the war in Iraq, millions of Americans without healthcare, tax giveaways to oil companies that are making record profits, and relying on lobbyists for political support.

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Help me make that happen. Please take a minute to check out my page and make a donation of any size:

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Thanks.

Have you smelt viva la juicy yet? I'm not a fashin afficiandado or anything but damn that shit smells exactly like what I want to smell like all the time haha. My aunt gave me a tester, now I'm going to ask for a bottle. It smells like heaven.

I had bk for lunch and got that shit alllllll over myself. Ketchup amd mayo all over my clean work pants that I washed yesterday. That's some bs right there.

I can check lj on my phone now so I don't feel as detached while I'm here like I did before.

I'm moving in with brandy this week!!!!!!!!!!

I'm on my way to busch gardens. sweet I guess? I can think of a couple things I would rather be doing, but family is family.

test

Reply to: job-712393042@craigslist.org
Date: 2008-06-08, 2:44PM EDT


Receptionist/Administrative Assistant for Travel Seminars

We are seeking a receptionist/administrative assistant with an outgoing, customer service personality and excellent administrative and computer skills.

Affordable Travel and Tours, Inc., Lee County sales agent for Coast to Coast-Grand Getaways Travel Club conducts travel seminars in Ft. Myers Beach, FL, offering the hottest product in the travel industry.

A subsidiary of Affinity Group, Ltd., Coast to Coast has been in business for 36 years and is a leader in membership clubs. Coast to Coast has joined with Chicago Title, the leader in U.S. residential real estate closings, to provide the ultimate in service and fulfillment for Coast-to-Coast Grand Getaways Travel Club members.

We conduct our travel seminars Monday, Tuesday and Thursdays from 3:00PM to 9:00PM, Wednesday from 11:30AM to 5:30PM and Sunday’s from 9:00AM to 5:30PM, all from our Ft. Myers Beach show room.

35-40 hours per week and excellent hourly rate

Responsibilities
• Greet attendees as they arrive at Travel Seminars
• Enter attendees into data base
• Contract preparation
• Scan/Fax/E-mail
Requirements
• Proficient use of Microsoft Office and Outlook
• Knowledge of office equipment
• Excellent communication and people skills
• Responsible, dependable and reliable
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beach today, pictures coming soon.

Syd: Ever since you and I broke up, I've wanted to have a normal conversation, just a normal conversation with you. And I just feel like everytime I see you, it just gets like so wierd and chaotic and scrambles, and I can't organize my thoughts and I can't even express the most basic words I want to say to you.
London: I know. Me too.
Syd: Whatever we had when we were together, when we were in love that feeling of just being able to lie in bed for days and not give a fuck about the outside world... is gone. And I feel like there's nothing I can do to ever get it back. Do you know how painful that is?
London: Yeah, yeah I do. I cried for weeks when we broke up.
Syd: You cried for weeks?
London: Yes.
London: The hardest thing I've ever dealt with in my life.
Syd: How long did you go through that?
London: A long time. A long time. I mean, the first month, it was so fucking bad. And then you know, slowly, it gets better.
Syd: That's the difference between you and me London. I'm still going through it.
London: I've been calling you a dozen times today. I'm terrified. I'm - I'm afraid.
Syd: Of what? What are you afraid of?
London: I'm afraid of falling in love with you again.

There are so such things as accidents. She was taken from me and I'll never get her back. Our brother will never meet her. She will never make me laugh again. She was the only one who could really make me laugh.

I'm lucky to have Chris and Nik in my life, otherwise I don't know what I would do with myself. I would probably have taken my own life by now or taken the life of those who I feel responsible. Do not doubt what I am capable of. Steer clear of the path that I am on, because if we are to ever cross you will not be happy with the outcome. I promise you. I promise Kelly. I also promise it will not be quick, that it will be a long, extremely drawn out and excruciatingly painful process. Mark my words. You have no idea what you took away from me.

I've been in West Palm Beach working with my aunt Georgia prepare an event for Lancome. I got my own little parting gifts and part I shall tomorrow. I won't miss this part of the coast that much, however I am lucky to spend time with her. I was also lucky to see Samantha while I was here.

I was supposed to go to Pennsylvania for New Years but flights are too expensive even for Fatima to pay for. This isn't much of a disappointment for me since I would much rather spend New Years with my boyfriend and best friend then with my mother, but isn't that natural. My family members are the last people I want to be around right now, especially my mother, after she called my sister and I a disappointment. I feel like I haven't spent a second alone or unwatched since she took her last breath. They all think I'm going to slit my wrists the second they walk out the door. I've lost my sister but I don't think I've lost my will to live. It's funny that people are worried about me now, and they weren't worried about me about six months ago, when I was actually on the verge of suicide. No one worried about me when I lay in bed all day and all night long. No one worried about me when I became afraid of myself and the things that I might be caple of doing to myself. That's fine, I didn't need their help then and I certainly don't need it now. No one can save me from myself but myself.

I may be speaking to my brother for the first time in my entire life very soon. It's unfortunate that he will never get to meet the better of his half sisters.

I have to say that I am slightly relieved to no longer live in Fort Myers (fuck you) and the plague that has jaded that town. I am happy to say that I have not been to the filthy Smiling Dog in months, and do not plan on returning for as long as I live. I have to say that I'm happy I have not seen Pete or any of his foolish friends in a while. If only they didn't show up at the wake - Liz should be happy that I didn't see her at the wake. I'm happy that the part of my life I wanted so badly to end is over I just wish that Kelly were here to share in my happiness now. She loved Chris and I know she would be happy that we are together.

I don't need you, I don't need anything more than what I have at this very moment.

...i need a job in cape coral.

test

Kelly call your father.

Everyone text me, i dont have the interweb.